Should I?

[desiderata310]

No..
I don't know what to do.
It just seemed so pointless

 

[scout86]

I don't think it's pointless at all. You need some help. That part of his job description. I can't really believe he doesn't care and doesn't want to help. Give the poor guy a chance.

(Meanwhile, I'm frantically rummaging around, looking for my magic wand, so I can wave it and make everything better. Darn wands! They're never around when you need them! :banghead:)

 

[shimmerz]

Could that be freeze taking over desi? Is it possible that you are actually frozen so that you don't knock over the apple cart? Your words are perfect for how I used to feel with this. Even just posting here is a way out of freeze hon. Keep working on it if you can. Reach out somehow to keep yourself moving. No harm will come here. Connection of some sort is a good thing.

 

[shimmerz]

Just going to keep this thread going in case you are still reading it Desi. I just wanted you to know that I am here. Try very hard if you can not to obsess over songs that have you go deeper. Do whatever you can, even if it is just little, to just move a bit.

 

[Justmehere]

:hug: @desiderata310
Not feeling like there is any point, that is the numbness and maybe depression talking. It's not accurate. Tell him. Let him decide if there is any point right now.

 

[desiderata310]

I broke down and texted him. All I got in return was how he thought it was related to my sleep deprivation. And that he wasn't sure what to do about that.
I give up.

 

[shimmerz]

Oh crap. How sleep deprived are you? Are you eating?

 

[scout86]

Sleep deprivation has more of an impact than we tend to give it credit for, I think.

How sleep deprived are you? Are you eating?

 

[shimmerz]

True story. It exacerbates everything.

 

[desiderata310]

*Shrug*
I don't know..
nightmares again.

 

[Tinyflame]

Does it help a bit to 'expect' the nightmares? I know mine occur at bad +/or stressful times the worst.

:hug: 's for you.

 

[shimmerz]

Yes. I remember the nightmares as being a barrier to my sleeping. I was actually afraid of falling asleep. Have you sleeping pills Desi?