Sleep Or Lack Thereof

[Ghostybear73]

@Nighthawk yeah my problem is my liver metabolism....the screwed up gene is causing it to work too fast, so meds are flushed from my system too fast.

I attempted suicide (I know its not ideation and I shouldn't talk about it, but it was in the ppast so I hope Anthony gives me a pass this time) by overdosing a couple of times and slept throughout the night, so I think the mass amount of meds shocked the liver into metabolising a couple at a time. this is where I got the idea of doing it once a week and learned of the cytochrome P450 genetic problem.

I just made a stupid promise to my psychiatrist not to do it until I see him and my pride, honor and integrity will not allow me to break that promise, so I will suffer it out and survive because I have friends like you on here to help out.

 

[Ghostybear73]

by the way, melatonin tastes good in the dissolvable form, so it's like candy......hahaha. Not that I would ever take a med becuase it tastes good :D

 

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I noticed I'm much calmer now than when I'm in home town where I was bullyed, might move to another city in a year, as it might partially solve my problem.