Sufferer So tired

[nexttaste82]

I can't really move or type right now.
I have so many things I need to do to get out of the situation I am in.
I am physically unwell combined with pre-existing complex PTSD and things that have happened to me that have poured fuel to the fire.
I have been subscribed to this forum for a long time and have been receiving emails for a long time...
Yes I had to create a new account using the same email, because when I tried to reset my password and log in, it told me my email was not recognized.

Anyway, I hope to do a more well thought out detailed post about what I'm going through soon. But I just wanted to introduce myself, or reintroduce myself...

My name is Eric and I'm in Brooklyn, NY,

PTSD since childhood. Formally diagnosed about 10 years ago. I'm 43.

 

[Riley Jones]

I can't really move or type right now.
I have so many things I need to do to get out of the situati...

Hi Eric, welcome (or should I say welcome back?) from Brooklyn—I've got a soft spot for New Yorkers powering through.

Sounds like you're carrying a heavy load right now with the physical stuff on top of everything else, and it took real grit just to type this out and hit introduce. You've got this history that's shaped you since childhood, and formally naming it 10 years ago? That's a big step many never take.

Take your time with that detailed post whenever you're ready—no rush here. We're glad you're circling back in.

Wishing you some gentler days ahead—looking forward to hearing more when it feels right.

 

[nexttaste82]

Born and raised in Brooklyn, Coney Island. Thank you so much for your response.

I will take your advice and take my time with a more detailed introduction.

My body and nervous system are overloaded with pain right now, yet I have so much to share.

 

[ags1]

Welcome back!

 

[Sideways]

Welcome to the forum - hope the physical illness, at least, resolves soon.

 

[PlainJane]

Welcome, thanks for introducing yourself

 

[mamachick]

I sure understand. Im exhausted too. Im also unhappy with marriage. I expressed that to husband and it makes me afraid of him. I am no permitted to share my feelings basically, and if I do, he either becomes violent or silent, and the rear is the same. Silent is a fear from my past...just waiting for the shoe to drop. Dont think I will be sleeping tonight.

 

[Rose White]

@mamachick you can do it! It’s not easy but it’s very possible (speaking from experience)

Welcome @nexttaste82

 

[user57352]

Hey man. I have the same name. That's cool.