Jasmine Thompson- I See Fire
If this is to end in fire
Then we should all burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night
Calling out father, oh, stand by and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on
The mountain side
I love this song, but especially these lyrics because it resonates with my fighting spirit. Especially after I started going to counseling and talking about my experiences, I realized that my abuse wasn't as clear cut as I could hope for. It was definitely abuse, there is not trying to get around that, but my abusers were hurting just as much as I did, and the abuse wasn't hate driven, but fear driven. It would have been easy to just hate them, but I couldn't- I was raised to take care of them and be the family protector, and seeing that although they hurt me, they were just scared and broken was hard. These lyrics resonate with me because it is like, although right now I don't know how to trust them again, I'm not going to just leave them either, so if these home is going to go up in flames because none of us know how to have a healthy relationship with each other, at least we will go down together.