Sufferer Sought Understanding, Discovered Seclusion.

[Deleted member 17794]

Left here in this world of hurt, forced and raised to want to 'survive' surrounded with deceit and pain - is that why they call it a beautiful life? I've yet to meet a person who values pain and deems it as beautiful. I think humanities desire to 'be' has started from the beginning of time - after feeling the mild pleasures. Confidence in procreating, successfully hunting, and artistic hobbies. But even then death surrounded - a 'morbid event' they say. But in reality I know it's the other way around. Death is beautiful. Living while suffering is not. And you as well as I, will one day die a very beautiful death. It will make all dreams of happiness come true. The question, estimate, and solution to all of the problems that exist today. Miss none, missed by none.

 

[BigBear]

That makes me so sad.

Hope you have better days!

Bear

 

[KatKaos]

Hi trancejunkie,well that all sounded very deep,I agree with Bear and I too hope you have better days and soon and that you find the help and support that you need,I am fairly new to this site.So far all the posts I've read have been understanding and supportive.

 

[Sunny:)]

It can get better. It really, really can. Stay plugged into this Forum. It is very helpful and saves from isolation. You are not alone. I will pray for you.

 

[Ruckster]

Welcome!

 

[Lucycat]

Hi, and welcome to the forum!

 

[Deleted member 17794]

My body is my temple, cutting a temple won't destroy it. The only way to demolish a temple is to burn it, or flood it. Because this temple is haunted. Wash away unrelenting anguish or set fire to the pain. Bid it good-bye for one last time and enjoy the eternal unknown- but says who? I know for sure its a positive alternative..6 feet under, rotting, and covered in mud is better than an empty cavernous space in your chest where a heart and soul might reside had this pain not been inflicted once upon a time. What was forgotten is remembered and there's no going back now. There's nothing left to wish for.

 

[Mcll]

Your way with words is one of your positive attributes, utilize it and let it heal you.

 

[Deleted member 17794]

I take that compliment seriously, I keep a diary that I write in daily..sometimes it's a gift, and other times my mind gets the best of me. I'm lucky to have found a place where at least one person will read/listen to some of the things I'm feeling.

 

[KP the nut]

Hi and welcome to the forum.