Terrified Of Everything...overnight

[Freedomfighter]

Ok, first off, I'm really bad at replying back whenever I make threads here (so I don't make threads o...

I think there are times when all normal actions cease due to the fact that our brain needs to catch up literally. I think our brains sometimes are in so many different phases that also include disassociation. Then the brain needs to catch up again and process all of the information it has. Sometimes we are busy doing everyday things that we do not give our brain the time it needs for processing. I find those are the times when I totally lock up and think and think and think. And often it takes days to make sense of certain things happening again. I usually do not mind to give myself that time, because if I were to force myself to interact with others without understanding of what I am facing then the brain will lag behind and by us not wanting to go anywhere I think is often a mechanism of our own mind to force us to slow down so we can process what is really happening.

That is exactly why anyone that tries to rush you into anything, anything, would be a person with bad intentions, clearly attempting to override your own reasoning and coping skills in order for that person to gain an advantage.

I think I learn something every time I talk to you guys.

Thanks

 

[Deleted member 27340]

Can you tell us what your BMI is? Its absolutely possible to loose weight without disordered eating as such but what concerns me is your aversion to the idea of gaining and eating and your lack of acceptance that loosing that much that quickly can disrupt your system from a chemical perspective. Regardless of your present weight loosing that much can be an eniormous strain on your body. I'm concerned you say you fluctuate this much regularly.

My BMI is abut 25, and my height/waist ratio is 0.44 (0.42-0.49 is healthy, generally considered to be a more reliable calculation than BMI). I'm 174cm and 78 kilos. More than enough, in other words... :oops:


And we've kinda already ruled out EMDR as something that'll work for me.

I've not really been comfortable printing things I've written or writing things down in advance and then just letting my T read it, so I guess I just need to first see if I'm able to get there at all, then just...try to say something useful I guess.

@Freedomfighter That actually makes sense

 

[Ronin]

Understood, @TyraaryT. Crossing fingers for you and hope it goes wellest it can.

 

[Deleted member 27340]

Thanks.

But it won't. My foster parents can't drive me to my T and I can't take the bus it's not gonna work
So either I stay home, or I try to get to my T on my own and freak out again...neither option will result in me actually getting to my T so...yeah...

Going from being the independent individual I actually am who can easily travel back and forth across the whole country, multiple times, all alone during summer, to this, is no more than embarassing...

 

[Ronin]

Is there any service that'd drive disabled and otherwise incapacitated patients to their doctors?

Is that doc private or affiliated with a hospital? (Hospitals could have connecting transport services for cases just like that just because they're hospitals.)