I really just thought I would show some appreciation to everyone here. Knowing that other people are going through or have gone through the very same thing that I'm currently experiencing makes me feel so much better and I've actually learned alot and it feels better knowing I'm not alone in experience when dealing with new sometimes uncomfortable territory with my sufferer. Also has nudged me back into therapy myself more now for maintenence and having an objevtive party for helping deal with stressors that could cause me to backslide with my personal issues. Anyway I'm starting to ramble but again thank you to everyone here for being so open, you're all amazing :)