The Give Your Abusers A Piece Of Your Mind Thread.

[KerriJ]

You.
You deserve to have your foreskin ripped off of your d*ck
I can only pray that young girl you're dating bites you hard if you try to do what you did to me.
I STILL feel your hands around my neck, motherf*cker. I would punch you in the face if I could.
You deserve to suffer. God. I cannot STAND you.

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

I don´t know if it qualifies as my abuser.

But this piece of (...) is an abuser all-right. F*ck, what a piece of work. I´d like to shove something in his eye socket.
He (the owner of this house) and his two sidekicks, sideshow general manager and sideshow scarecrow, have been bullying me since the first day I got here.

"Borrowed" my couch, returned it covered with grime, drilled through my ceiling without my permission while I was at home, demanded that I let them work on the fire alarm, yet without any prior warning nor immediate cause; invaded my room while I was not there; screamed at me that I don´t belong here and should leave; and the topping on the cake - completely demolished my door lock in spite of having a key.

I hope a steamroller drives over him while he sleeps. 14 days left in this hellhole, it´s freezing outside, so very difficult to spend 14 days outside without a break, specially at night. What a twerp.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Listen up, self.....you've spent many decades belittling your abilities, downing your looks, hating your body, believing you have very little worth as a human, and being your own worst enemy. Why do you insist on continuing the cycle of abuse? Haven't you yet noticed the phenomenal f*cking improvements you've made these last few years? Not just for yourself, but for others, too? Let's try shifting our a-tension towards the good shit for a while, ay? Because without you doing the f*cking work to make it happen, none of it would have been possible. Now, go celebrate and own that shit.

 

[Treaty]

I wish all the pain of the world on you. I wish I could do it instead of the world but I can’t.

 

[Mee]

I appreciate your apology for something that was never an issue but actually I do not think it's healthy to have you back in my life. That cool expression of thanks was because I recognise I was wrong; You aren’t stronger than me- you are a great deal weaker, more selfish and wrong about some stuff, not everything but some stuff. I do not want you to have guilt or anger towards me because I do not want you to think about me if possible.

I am glad you behaved poorly in fact because it showed me I am becoming more contained again; that this gasn’t all been about me being ’crazy’ but that I was reacting to how I was treated under duress and that when you treated me ooirly I learned that I will not react like this everytime from now on; that its not true I seek abusive relationships it friendships as a pattern and I can still be me and see its not all my fault.

You said you were sscared of my anger; Well as well as being nuts as I have not been able to process to people who have behaved clearly very dreadfully toward me, if you feel I had ’stuff to use against you’ stop doing the stuff’ Which is all I had said to you; think about others.

My therapist laughed I thought it was too ride to not even reply to your apology. She reminded me of the dreadful things you did to me. But I will not not be me, I will squirm and be uncomfortable afterwards. But that's it. I need peace in my life. I need friends I feel safe around emotionally; And I think you do too.

I have said goodbye to a lot of people this year; you are just another.

 

[Mee]

It’s because you let me trust you, you will fully lied, you lied and manipulated and said at every step the things you thought I wanted to hear to manipulate me. Had you just hurt me I would have been ok; taken it then left, but you did it having won my trust and love then told me it was because of love and blamed abuse you manipulative excuse for a human being. I believed you which is shockingly stupud of me; I think I was in shock then : it started that very day and dragged out for the remaining six months. Everything started that day. Get out of my head. Get out. Get out. I do not want to have tender feelings for you wrapped up in your disgusting treatment of me and others. It’s disgusting I love you after you were so disgusting to me. I hope one day your daughter knows how you treated women. And NEVER lets herself be treated the same way.

 

[Mee]

You are a lying coward. Denouncing criminals and saying how much they cost to keep. Complaining about it. Forgetting your own prison sentence. Did you think no one would find out? You should be very glad I am more law abiding and restrained than you and will not out you over this in the court of social media. i feel somuch pity for you. No one can love you because you are lying to everyone. No one knows who you are. Even rape and lying many of your ’friends’ would get past but they cannot because you cannot be honest with you.

 

[EveHarrington]

I don’t do anger all that well, so I just joke about how if you were dead, we’d all be so much better off. f*cked up I know, but it’s how I *do* anger.