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mumstheword
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I'm crying a lot now. This brings up a lot of grief and emotion for me.
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Do I feel guilt about how I may have contributed to having a child with permanent impairment? Who had to hang on, like me, only he was a tiny baby, to life, with all he had. I'm amazed that he made it, he was so sickly and tiny and couldn't hold down.food either.
Yes, I've struggled with enormous, crippling guilt and self-blame. But at the end of the day,.I may not have caused him to have impairment and cognitive delays and autism and to be a failure-to-thrive baby.
Thank you dear @AngelkeeperJ/AKJ, you are an Angelheart :-).((( :hug: @mumstheword :hug:
You are SO PRECIOUS and LOVED by....
My T told me that I am a truly amazing strong, resilient, compassionate, caring, giving person on the phone today.
I have worked smart and long to reestablish my relationships with them, and although we have all been damaged by the estrangement, the maternal ailienational abuse from the pater, and the effects of being tied by blood to narcissists and PTSD sufferers and autistic people and drugs and and and .....We, my children and I, are building healthier, loving, honest, respectful relationships, slowly but surely.
I live for this end. In part, that is what I've fought to stick around for. That and my kind-loving friendship with my manfriend. And my creative, expressive, peer-supporty meaningful connections.