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The journey begins ... or continues ... articulating the rollercoaster that is my life

I had a good day. Seeing some friends from choir was good for me. One of them has started writing songs, all of them were loving friends, who missed me since I've been absent. My bestie showed up too, she's always so loving and kind to me.
My life really has transformed, it's loving friendship, support and respect, more and more.
My place is beautiful and my relationship is healthy and fulfilling.
I am blessed and grateful. I will enjoy things while they are good and endure things when.they aren't.
I think this is the upside of having had a pretty hard and not-so-privileged life, I enjoy simple pleasures and kindness so much, I don't take them for granted.
 
Simple pleasures are the best.
I used to run a choir way back when, I've considered starting one up again. I'm not the world's best singer but I can write, play, organise, arrange.
Therapeutic trauma choir? :p lots of sing-swearing.
Lots of originals. Writing songs is way awesome therapy. Relevant "songs of survival, transformation and recovered identity" is what I like. My brain is as well wired after horrors and degradation through much music making. When I move and aren't so needed as a parent, music is what I'm gonna be focusing on. Gotta learn theory, instrumentation and technological side a things.
Lots of learning I need, being musically illiterate and all.

Choirs are fun :-) I'd be in a choir with you Swift, it would be heaps cool, I think, don't rightly know. Sorry, I'm watching Brother Where Art thou, the language is rubbing off. It's a silly movie but I love it.:-)
 
I haven't ever seen it. :)

And... Musical literacy is so, so so unimportant to actually being a good musician, by which I mean, someone who can create good sound.

It's hella interesting, though. My theory is everyone knows the sounds of things but not necessarily the "proper" name for them....

It's weird, I kinda went the opposite way to you. My brother is highly musical, like, just "gets" it, instinctively.... So what did I do? Read and read and read and studied and learnt the "names" or the "concepts" and then reverse-engineered an intuitive understanding.... Typical me.

I'd say you're a much more intuitive musician than me. People like you, the structure is interesting but unneccesary to your grasp of what "music" really is...
People like me need that shit to actually understand what the hell is going on.

There's no wrong or right way, of course, just don't undersell yourself as a musician because you don't have the "book" knowledge behind it. I'm envious of people like you who just "get it" without all that crap.

Ever listened to "jazz math"? Or Thelonious Monk? It sucks arse, because it's trying to apply maths to music.. It's a cautionary tale about theory and music, to me :p

I had to ask myself long and hard if I really would trade all my book knowledge for your intuitive understanding, and the answer is, ten years ago, yes. Absolutely. I would've given my left tit for it. Now, I've simply spent too much time learning it backwards to want to give up my learning. I'd still definitely trade my left tit for it though. Just not my work :p
 
This reminds me of my "improvisation" music exam in school, we had to spend weeks practising our "improvisation" but I didn't, and just improvised something and I got a good mark but he asked me to play one bit again and I was like "oh shit" and basically only passed cos he lied for me ?

I think both types of musical literacy are almost equal in terms of being able to actually play, it's just that the intuitive way is possible with a lot more lazy musicing. I think either way though if you're interested in it knowledge is always good to have! Sorry if I'm meant to know this, but what instruments you play?
 
This reminds me of my "improvisation" music exam in school, we had to spend weeks practising our "improvisation" but I didn't, and just improvised something and I got a good mark but he asked me to play one bit again and I was like "oh shit" and basically only passed cos he lied for me ?

I think both types of musical literacy are almost equal in terms of being able to actually play, it's just that the intuitive way is possible with a lot more lazy musicing. I think either way though if you're interested in it knowledge is always good to have! Sorry if I'm meant to know this, but what instruments you play?

I'm a vocalist/songwriter.
I don't know if it's lazy. I've done my thousands of hours, just didn't get to learn the usual white people way.
 
Oh I wasn't calling your way lazy, sorry if it seemed that way. The amount of practising is the same, I just meant that my way was always lazy (in the academic sense) and compared to how I did music, Swifts way seems a lot harder to me, just because of the way I learn things I think.

I'm sorry if I caused offence
 
This reminds me of my "improvisation" music exam in school, we had to spend weeks practising our "improvisation" but I didn't, and just improvised something and I got a good mark but he asked me to play one bit again and I was like "oh shit" and basically only passed cos he lied for me ?

I think both types of musical literacy are almost equal in terms of being able to actually play, it's just that the intuitive way is possible with a lot more lazy musicing. I think either way though if you're interested in it knowledge is always good to have! Sorry if I'm meant to know this, but what instruments you play?
It's because I'm in the midst of an Arts degree and decided that I want to study music as a major. I want to attract some amazing musicians and so I need the language that musicians speak so that they and I can.work together and write music together. I don't need to learn the craft of musicianship, I just need to be able to communicate to other musicians. Most artists probably aren't as versatile in improv as myself, seeing as I now have about 25-26 years of experience performing, writing and collaborating with various artists and making up stuff on the fly, a lot (remembering it is another thing) but I want to graduate to being taken seriously and create prospects for myself as a band leader/lead singer, so, uni and theory.:-)
I got into my degree because of my background in live performance and recording because I didn't even.complete year 8, 9, 10, or 11. I just started singing in a band at 17. I'm now 45.
 

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