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My cat Smokey curling up with me for an afternoon nap.
My other cat Cinnabon kneading on me.
Doing things with my daughter.
Spending time with my son when his ADHD isn't clashing with my PTSD. We are working on ways to not set each other off. Its a bumpy ride when he needs movement to concentrate and I need him to be still so I can concentrate.
Not much.....but then I consider, if but for a moment, that I can walk and breathe and hold and be held and learn and give and feel the sun and so on. The lucky loser.
I like sitting in the back garden right after cutting the grass, which leaves that nice smell of freshly cut grass, and having a nice cuppa, watching the wee birds on the bird table.
What makes me happy?
- Cuddling with my little girls.
- Spending several hours outdoors by myself just sitting and taking in the fresh air knowing "he" doesn't know where I'm at so I can breathe and feel free, if just for a moment.
- Knowing one day I will be free from him. That I am getting stronger and will be able to deal with whatever "he" throws at me.
Ah! yes, the grandchildren, I really miss seeing them, but ever since that bust up with my late wife's family, I've never seen them?
Thing is, just what stories are they telling them wee kids, no doubt running me to the ground, filling their heads with lies. I really do feel sorry for them, what chance of a future have they got now?