Tired Of The Journey

[Tessa]

Certified fit for work by psychiatrist however still blocked...the price of speaking up and caring...

 

[deer_in_headlights]

((((((((((((((Tessa))))))))))))))))

Thank you for speaking up and caring!!!
I wish I had someone like you in my life (then and now) when I needed someone to speak up and to care...
Sending you love and gratitude, wishing you hope and strength...
Love,
Deer

 

[Tessa]

Thankyou Deer. Mental health stigma is alive and well it seems.I am going to work tomorrow and see if I get thrown out. No wonder people comit suicide.
Love and hugs
Tessa

 

[Tessa]

Made it through the day. Relief staff have ripped down photos of our awards,put my files on the floor and replaced them,re done all my rosters changed whatever they can put officious notices everywhere.Should I feel completely worthless - this is bullying in all its glory. I must stand strong.

 

[Tessa]

Is anybody out there? Does anybody care? I am living in a numb hell right now.
I am losing hope and probably my job. It just proves it does not pay to speak up and tell anyone you are being hurt. I've been hurt so often I cannot feel. Bullying should not be tolerated. It takes a giant to speak up for what is right. Most people just drift and go with the flow.
I need a hug and a prayer tonight.Each day is so tough and no where do I feel any care.

 

[anni]

Oh Lord. It does take a giant- I'm sorry you're paying for being one. If you don't feel it out there, Tessa, please know at least we care here. It's something, and real, to be sure.

Many hugs, and I did just stop and say a prayer for you. God Bless, too-

Anni

 

[Tessa]

Thanks Anni..here goes another day...

 

[seedling]

Tessa,

Thinking of you and hoping that the path will open for you, wherever it goes.

Hang in there.

 

[BloomInWinter]

(((((((Tessa))))))

 

[deer_in_headlights]

(((((((((((((Tessa))))))))))))))

Sending hugs and prayers, Sweetheart!!!
I wish people at work could see how incredibly wonderful your heart and spirit is.

Please be careful. It distresses me to see the bullying you undergo at work - it happens in so many places, and it's so horrible.
It sounds as if you have some sociopaths there, which would fit.. (they're always attracted to people and power positions in jobs where there are vulnerable people in need.)

Worried, sending much love,
Deer

 

[Srain]

Tesse, I am sorry to not have seen your post prior to now but I just wanted to hop in and say I have you in my thoughts and heart. I can only imagine the stress you are under and wanted you to know that I feel for what you are going through. You are so right about the stigma and just how common it is despite the information available. However, there are grass root advocate groups elsewhere who are fighting back and reaching out to communities and governments to stay informed. People are being jailed on wards completely naked for "their own 'protection", yes, that happens in the very state I live in for lack of mental health facilities. It is inhuman and outrageous.

You are a very brave and strong woman to being dealing with all that you are and it is easy to see that there is much love in your heart. All good thoughts your way.

Rain

 

[Froggie]

Is anybody out there? Does anybody care? I am living in a numb hell right now.
I am losing hope and probably my job. It just proves it does not pay to speak up and tell anyone you are being hurt. I've been hurt so often I cannot feel. Bullying should not be tolerated. It takes a giant to speak up for what is right. Most people just drift and go with the flow.
I need a hug and a prayer tonight.Each day is so tough and no where do I feel any care.

(((((((TESSA))))))), what you did ... speaking up for your rights ... was exactly what you had to do. In the meantime, there are still people who narcissically use systems to shove honest people away. They don't want to be confronted. One thing you need to keep in mind sweetie is that you are not the first one and definately not the last one. What counts is that there is always one, which means ... later on (when I don't know) ... the illicite way of abusif conduct will not have such a hold on people. I know you will probably have to deal with a job loss, but whatever happens, don't lose the hope. Even if you pretend, believe that you will have a "lighted" and "guided" path to something better. To be with those that deserve you. Leave me a message, we'll talk. I understand.