I'm really getting scared now I have an appointment in a couple of hours with a "victims of violent crime" counselor, then a meeting with the District Attorney's rep, then a meeting with Department of Children/Families, for each one I have to be careful of what I say and how I act. All I can think about is how badly my son triggered me last night when he started rubbing up against me then put his hands around my neck........I could have really hurt him..I'm so sorry. God I need meds!!!