Today Really Sucked

[Tim &Bailey]

Went back to work after 10 days convalescent leave. After a few hours I got dizzy and short of breath. Grabbed Chiefs arm room was spinning, woke up on the backboard getting worked on. Felt like a bull was sitting on my chest. Ambulance ride to the hospital, Ct scan, lots of blood drawn and pain killers and muscle relaxers later. Diagnosis - Walking Pneumonia-

This sucks CT scan was kicking off an anxiety attack which increases Blood pressure and heart rate, at one point they weren't sure if I had a lung collapsed, an embalism or a heart attack. Thank God Bailey was there and the wife met us there too.

Just sucks I guess they r saying because I have been sitting around healing from my RF ablation is why my lungs are filling up with fluid. I can't win seems like a load of crap keeps floating down my river. Feeling quite helpless

Tim & Bailey

 

[Jimmy1]

I am hearing you mate. Hope you get well soon. Your darned if you do and your darned if you don't my dad used to say.

You will catch a break soon mate. Your still kicking and you have Bailey and your wife.

Keep your chin up

Jimmy

 

[Razorback]

Ah Tim. Sorry to hear that. People around here say when it rains it pours.:(

Things in my world were seeming to level off a bit. The pressure had seemed to ease up a bit at work and I felt on an even keel in the personal life. Then Bam! About quitting time, I started to feel the tense muscles, the irritation, the super alert and jumpy feel. I hate feeling like that, but sometimes it feels like it is ESP for more to come. Later in the evening the Boss calls to let me know that we have a problem. My staff who is on Fire Watch haven't been doing their job. We have other staff people helping us and my staff have been telling them what to do, but hadn't been doing it themselves. I start out upset with them and then turn it on myself, feeling like I didn't do a good enough job of explaining the importance to them or of keeping them accountable.

I'm still pissed about the whole situation and it is 4 hours later.:mad: