Trouble With Being Fine..

[Osoge]

I feel like I have to be in a crisis all the time. I was abused for a long time as a child and it came out when I was 17. I think that feeling like I am in crisis is more comfortable than the calm. I can relate totally, to everything. I obsessed about some teachers, the ones I felt were caring and I could picture as a mother figure. I think even though I am a mother I desperately still want one that can take care of me. If I can't have that I'll take a sister. Anyone really.