goosegoose
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You ever just have a day where everything makes you feel so suicidal? Like what is the point to ANY of this?
I haven't self harmed in almost 3 months and I'm really f*cking trying to keep it like that but I almost gave in - like truly gave in - just now. I'm really at my limit.
Crisis chat lines take hours to connect with a volunteer. I'm trying so hard to not give up, to not cancel my therapy session tomorrow. But I feel so hopeless and overwhelmed. Like screaming inside your mind kind of overwhelmed. I don't want this broken f*cking brain.
I don't have any friends right now that I can talk to or ask for support, which makes me feel even more isolated and suicidal. I'm probably gonna delete this tonight, too.
I'm just so tired and I don't know how much longer I can keep dragging myself along lmao.
I haven't self harmed in almost 3 months and I'm really f*cking trying to keep it like that but I almost gave in - like truly gave in - just now. I'm really at my limit.
Crisis chat lines take hours to connect with a volunteer. I'm trying so hard to not give up, to not cancel my therapy session tomorrow. But I feel so hopeless and overwhelmed. Like screaming inside your mind kind of overwhelmed. I don't want this broken f*cking brain.
I don't have any friends right now that I can talk to or ask for support, which makes me feel even more isolated and suicidal. I'm probably gonna delete this tonight, too.
I'm just so tired and I don't know how much longer I can keep dragging myself along lmao.