Just remember Duffy, meds are a Plaster, once underneath starts to heal you can look at removing them.
years back I was dependent on meds, Not only because I couldn`t function without them but my body got addicted to them.
Been med free now about 4 years I think (memory is still shit, no cure for that!) and cope fairly well on a day to day basis. But you need to learn what triggers you and get back intouch with your feelings, there is much more aswell.
Its a long bumpy road we travel, but you will find plenty of brothers and sisters on route to pick you up and dust you down when you fall. Fall to often mind you and we will kick you in the arse aswell, in a loving Dance of the flaming arseholes sort of way.