I was chatting with a friend about my proclivity to faint,
(for full disclosure I will say I have managed to not -actually- faint in years. I have become an expert at dealing with the early signs and heading it off before it turns into a thing. And I have spoken to multiple doctors about it [my
medical care has been chaotic and fractured, to say the least, due to fear/anxiety], but none has seemed concerned or even that interested, lol - but I'm just saying this to say, I'm caring for myself and have sought professional advice, etc)
and she brought up that it could be a vagal response. Which led me to our good friend, Wikipedia, and eventually this article about Vasovagal Syncope, which is what seems to cause a lot of fainting in the world.
And!!! I feel like sooooo much of my experience of my body makes so much more sense reading this!! I've experienced fainting/almost fainting from just about every trigger listed in the article, and they didn't miss any of my big ones that I am currently aware of. In reading a bit more I also discovered that I'm dealing with it exactly as I probably would be encouraged to if a medical professional were advising me. I'm thrilled and relieved.
But!! I also notice in this article the trauma-related trigger item which I have never thought about / associated in my experience. (Basically, it says that trauma and associations to trauma can trigger a faint). However, it may indeed account for the times I've had to deal with the faint/almost faint situations that seemed to literally come out of nowhere. I am definitely going to start paying attention.
And then I wonder!! Do any of you have trauma/PTSD related fainting?
I am also kind of annoyed/incensed that just because I've learned how to not faint most people (and doctors?!) don't think it's a big deal. I want to have a bit of a temper tantrum and demand recognition for my resourcefulness in dealing with it, and learning how to manage it. And then I also feel like if someone had intervened when I was 19 and dropping to the floor every other week I could have a looooot less embarassing fainting stories. And then, of course, residual sadness about how if I had a "normal person" life a ) my medical care would have been a lot more continuous/appropriate to my life and b ) the possible trauma-faint would never have been a thing in the first place.
Big feelings over here!!!
(for full disclosure I will say I have managed to not -actually- faint in years. I have become an expert at dealing with the early signs and heading it off before it turns into a thing. And I have spoken to multiple doctors about it [my
medical care has been chaotic and fractured, to say the least, due to fear/anxiety], but none has seemed concerned or even that interested, lol - but I'm just saying this to say, I'm caring for myself and have sought professional advice, etc)
and she brought up that it could be a vagal response. Which led me to our good friend, Wikipedia, and eventually this article about Vasovagal Syncope, which is what seems to cause a lot of fainting in the world.
And!!! I feel like sooooo much of my experience of my body makes so much more sense reading this!! I've experienced fainting/almost fainting from just about every trigger listed in the article, and they didn't miss any of my big ones that I am currently aware of. In reading a bit more I also discovered that I'm dealing with it exactly as I probably would be encouraged to if a medical professional were advising me. I'm thrilled and relieved.
But!! I also notice in this article the trauma-related trigger item which I have never thought about / associated in my experience. (Basically, it says that trauma and associations to trauma can trigger a faint). However, it may indeed account for the times I've had to deal with the faint/almost faint situations that seemed to literally come out of nowhere. I am definitely going to start paying attention.
And then I wonder!! Do any of you have trauma/PTSD related fainting?
I am also kind of annoyed/incensed that just because I've learned how to not faint most people (and doctors?!) don't think it's a big deal. I want to have a bit of a temper tantrum and demand recognition for my resourcefulness in dealing with it, and learning how to manage it. And then I also feel like if someone had intervened when I was 19 and dropping to the floor every other week I could have a looooot less embarassing fainting stories. And then, of course, residual sadness about how if I had a "normal person" life a ) my medical care would have been a lot more continuous/appropriate to my life and b ) the possible trauma-faint would never have been a thing in the first place.
Big feelings over here!!!