Virtual online gathering for christmas day here....

[Deleted member 12723]

This has been nice just getting to know everyone today. I appreciate the company.

 

[Changing4Best]

Yes, it has.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

That was my Christmas instagram post. I did pull the Santa hat out of the Christmas box but didn't want to take the tree out of the box. Could of made a better one if the Christmas decor was out but oh well.

My dad is gone. He bought me Dennys (road side. Ordered online and he went to pick it up) for a Christmas present. He insisted on paying. That was nice. We watched some Homeland, which I hadn't seen since before he left, which was nice. But he said 20 times "I didn't want you to be alone for Christmas". Dude, if you are going to someone's house just so they are not alone, don't remind them 20 times that no one wants them around for a holiday! Seriously? What's the purpose of that. You want a thank you? Now it's quiet which isn't good. At least he was a distraction. I don't feel ok enough emotionally to train. God, can I just got to bed 5 hrs early and wake up on the other side of this nightmare?

 

[Changing4Best]

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That was my Christmas instagram post. I did pull the Santa hat...

Maybe it was him who did not want to be alone?

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am glad you came and thanks for posting the picture of Chopper all dressed up. I am glad you are here and that your dad did leave and I am sorry you are alone but we are here and have been talking all day.

I really enjoy your videos Lost. It is fun to get a notification for them. I cannot make a comment because for some reason my lap top has changed the looks of you tube videos and somehow I lost that opition and cannot seem to find out how to switch it back unless there was a major change I do not know about.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I really enjoy your videos Lost. It is fun to get a notification for them. I cannot make a comment because for some reason my lap top has changed the looks of you tube videos and somehow I lost that opition and cannot seem to find out how to switch it back unless there was a major change I do not know about.

That's weird. No change on youtube's end and my videos aren't comment blocked. Maybe its a setting on your profile!

@SheilaKathy, maybe. But he can always find people. He never meets a stranger. I have to work on New Years Eve and Day (thus can't watch the ball drop on tv as I have to be up at 6am) and he said he was going to AmVets. He can always go there or VFW on a holiday. They are always open for veterans. So, I don't know. I mean I was glad he was here but he couldn't shut up about my step mom (they are talking again but I don't have the mental space for here right now) and all the fun things my family is doing that I didn't know about as I was never invited and again, made sure I was aware he was missing out for me. Ugh! I mean, if your gonna do that then just don't come over as that just does not help!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Maybe its a setting on your profile!

Okay I will look at this tomorrow because I like to make comments!:happy:

 

[Changing4Best]

I'm shutting down for the night. It has been a pleasure to be here today with all of you. You are like family to me in some ways, though I love my family too. Thanks, Rain, for putting this thread up. It has made this day a lovely one for me, even though we did discuss a few sad things. We are here on this forum for a reason and sad things do come up here.

All of you have a wonderful rest of your day. Let us hope tomorrow dawns into a nice day and we can put this day to rest until next year. I bet this thread might come in handy then too!

Sweet dreams, everyone, when you get there.

Nite Nite!!! HUGS.

 

[8888]

Chopper looks great @lostforgottensoul

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Let us hope tomorrow dawns into a nice day and we can put this day to rest until next year.

Thank you SheilaKathy yes it is almost over and I am so thrilled because tomorrow is a day after this dreadful holiday!! I am looking forwards to going to sleep early tonight too. It was a hard day and I am just so glad that it is beginning to get dark soon. This was just a really hard day to get through.

 

[Deleted member 41765]

Ah for me the getting dark is the worst. Sigh. 5:07 pm. Here comes the ptsd trigger-y shit.

 

[Teasel]

It's 1am here now and I'm off to bed. Had a calm quiet n stress free Christmas. Which is good but odd :laugh:
Night all :-)