Virtual online gathering for christmas day here....

[EveHarrington]

My parts are in chaos!

WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

 

[SinkorSwim]

Be gentle to your parts and remind them that you hear them and they are okay to be there.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

Thank you @8888!

I am keeping distrated by drama on youtube. There is no shortage of drama on youtube in the service dog community (or in the service dog community in general) but its keeping me distracted and that's good as it keeps me not beinf disructive.

My parts are in chaos!

I can relate! I am super suprised it hasn't happened yet but I just went to bed an hour ago and my brain is still super active so, the night is young I fear.

ETA: Night time is the worst for me, when the worst happens and its when night terrors happen (which Chopper helps). But an hour after night meds and my brain still this active is a bad sign.

 

[LuckiLee]

Hi everyone. I hope you all are doing well.

Pretty darn stressful around here the last few days. He's sleeping now. Hallelujah!

Sending peace and love to all of you.

 

[shatter eyes]

I am sorry I am late. I passed out thinking of how to greet everyone.

Here it goes:
I wish us all to have a warm safe pleasant Christmas time with blessings of health and wealth in all areas of our lives.

My brain boots up after nap.

I waited for Santa and he told me the transport police pulled him over for not having headlights. He got a warning for having red brake light as a headlight. Poor Rudolph. Technically Santa sleigh is a trailer.

He said I got on the his naughty list... i replied but YOU LIKE IT NAUGHTY.

 

[shatter eyes]

Rain and Rosie.
Just want to say thank you for creating this virtual gathering event that is very much real to me.

Rosie and I were talking and I am issuing an invitation to any here who will be alone on Christmas day and...

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Just want to say thank you for creating this virtual gathering event that is very much real to me.

Ypu are welcome.:hug:

 

[Deleted member 44579]

Thank you so much @Xena this only started last year right after Christmas. I do not kno...

Im sorry to hear that rain... Drink changes people... And to send you that... AWFUL... Very distressing for you...... Not something a mother wants to see.... X

 

[Deleted member 12723]

. Not something a mother wants to see.... X

Thank you very much Xena that was pure comfort for my weary heart.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Ah for me the getting dark is the worst. Sigh. 5:07 pm.

I am sorry ShikibuZ I went to bed at five pm here. I hope that you have a much better time of it today but realize that this is just a really tough time that you are going through right now. I hope the triggers lessen during the day for you.:hug::hug::hug:

Had a calm quiet n stress free Christmas. Which is good but odd[/QUOTE

Awesome!!! So happy for you.:hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Deleted member 44579]

Thank you very much Xena that was pure comfort for my weary heart.

I just know that bpd is not easy.. Very difficult for the family. No disrespect to anyone on here that has it. What I've learned rain is when they are being nasty... Say nothing, walk away.. You need clear boundaries with bpd. Took me along Time to realise that. They are very good at hurting you. It's really f*cked up. Hugs my friend

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thank you Xena, she knows now that I have firm boundaries with her and she and I are presently just leaving each other alone and she is no longer attacking me or harrassing me anymore.

Not what I would like. I have tried to leave the door open with her and it is her choice now what option serves her best.

Thank you so much for being so supportive with me. My therapist had me do research on BPD and I learned so much. She needs to get treatment for her rampant alcoholism and into therapy where she could be doing so much better. But I think she will have to hit a bottom before she realizes that she can benefit from therapy and I do worry that her alcoholism will kill her.

I was a form of loving stability for the kids before she chose to cut me off in such a vicious way. I just keep working on me in therapy and praying for the kids and my family. I really have had to learn to let go of so much and it is hard to do.

Not my idea or what I want to do at all but she is pretty much in power and control over the kids now.

Thank you again:hug::hug::hug: