Poll We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve?

[Riot]

@EveHarrington, I can understand that. I think I read the rest of what you wrote in a different manner intended, but I got it now. Thanks. :)

 

[Bloomy]

Tough question. First I had to think - is there anybody at all that actually loves me? Cause if not there is no love to accept in the first place.

But yeah - I have Bobbie Love first of all. I love him with all of my heart. And I know he loves me to. Its actually Bobbie Love and the first dog I liked (I used to be a cat person) Charlie that thought me that I am capable first of all to love. I didnt know that after all Ive been through. Hardly reciving love myself. Charlie also loved me so much. We had a uniqe bond. And I never cried so much as I did having to leave him (he belonged to a friend and I moved to another city). The lesson he gave me do I will always carry. And also as to the owner when I think about it. I think she was a friend. Of the good kind.

And yes my foster daughter from two years ago. Im slowly accepting that not only does she need me, but infact she also loves me. Its hard. It hurts. And its also somewhat good.