What Are We Afraid Of?

[Britt.f7]

Going back to school and failing all the courses, or the majority of them, like I have in the past. Therapist said she wasn't surprised by this, since I don't think I'm worth things turning out. She knows I'm sabotaging myself. She feels I should take one course, on line, just to prove to myself I can do it. She is right, there are a lot of things I want to prove to myself, not to anyone else. I feel like such a failure.

 

[nomedic1]

Of being hopeful.

 

[Britt.f7]

Of being thinner, because, then, where is my barrier?.

 

[who am i kim]

:coldfeet:Making a phone call to my dad and then my mother so that I can tell the truth and get some stuff off my chest. Re Ptsd and why I limit my contact with them. I have the words written down next step to actually get to make the phone call.

 

[Britt.f7]

Sometimes, with no particular reasons why, I'm afraid to sleep at night. Nothing has to happen to bring that feeling on. Baffling.

 

[Jenfa]

Megalophobia = fear of large objects. lmfao. sounds so funny, doesn't it. But it's a real thing. Just watch me look at a wind turbine or a plane on the tarmac. I will collapse... like a bunch of broccoli

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am afraid that my daughters ex will gun them all down. He plays such psychological head games with her through his lawer. I am so afraid for her because we think he has hired a private detective to follow her around. He has so much information about her that he has no way of knowing otherwise. I have a hard time with this one. He is dragging out the divorce. They should have been divorced by now. She is so stressed of what he has found out and that is a breach of the restraining order. He is such a jerk.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm afraid of being without a home.