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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Oh Jim I am sorry I forgot about you. The title is what are you feeling. That is how I am feeling. You count very very much. And "POOR" you ain't. You put a smile on this grumpy face. Thanks
 
I feel confused, not too bad but not too good.. I feel alone. scared of what the future holds 4 me. happy that i've managed to make it this far. I feel "just here".......
 
Today I feel tired and sad. My two youngest girls birthday's were yesterday and today. In the years since I gave them up I have mostly come to terms or at least gotten past the major depression that used to come on their birthdays, holidays, and such. But after working all day yesterday I went home and bawled for a while. Was ok afterwards, Brent and I watched a movie and then went to bed.

But I still feel really down today. It really hit me that at 11 and 12 they are now their own people now and I don't know who they are. I do not know if they are happy, sad or even ok.
 
I feel disgusted (is that a valid feeling?) with myself. Just can't win.

Anyway, I thought I was feeling a little more self assured, until my mother commented that I am too thin, my face doesn't glow, my hair doesn't shine anymore, and "older" people look terrible if they are too skinny. This is when I was all dressed up for an appt. - thinking I looked pretty good. My sister then commented that "we" all look better when we are a little plump.

My mother commented about it yesterday and I am still feeling pretty disgusted with myself today. I know I am fighting anorexia at present-but her comment only served to make it worse.
 

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