What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Froggie]

Sad and relieved : my friend JM passed away about an hour and a half ago (05:10). His long battle with cancer is finally over and he died a good looking man even if the cancer had ravaged his body. Thank you to all who gave me support during this wait as I have the same type of cancer as he had ... Thanks JM for all the important life lessons you have given me about this illness and family / friends. Luv ya and have a great trip in the Light.

 

[Froggie]

as I am expecting nightmares.

I so support you as I know where you're coming from. I'm just glad to hear that you are in therapy and coming here at the same time ... you'll find the strength to get through all this.

 

[CourageofSnow]

Thank you Froggie. I had a doozie of a flashback last night and my husband was very dismissive telling me to just read and go back to sleep (It was 2am after all), I was incredibly angry and then felt guilty as I feel selfish because I wanted to talk about it with him. I had another friend tell me at least I am coping. I felt like saying that I wish I was!!

I am very grateful for the support that is here.

 

[Err0r]

I feel ashamed, then numb/dissociate. I had too many nightmares last night and for some reason feel like I'm getting worse and worse.

 

[ms spock]

Tired and worn out.

 

[ms spock]

Sleepy now.

 

[amethist]

Still feeling bogged down with this summer cold.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I feel raw. I just had one of the hardest session yet with my therapist. I dissociated I think. I wasn't in the room. I was lost in memories that played like a bad movie. I could see images ..flashbacks of many different occasions with the abuser we were talking about. I was dizzy and as I drove home a thunderstorm started so that made driving harder. I want to talk about it. But I don't. And I don't know how to process this yet. I feel dazed.

 

[Spiderallis]

I think this is disappointment. Got all excited when someone said a relative had begun talking about giving up her kid. False alarm, just another ploy for attention and pity. Honestly I'm more disappointed by my own gullible reaction than anything else.

 

[Froggie]

Rough morning, left a post saying that my friend J-M passed away, well ... 5 hours later I got a call from the hospital where my mom is and was told that she had passed away. They are now both relieved of their pain as they were both cancer cases. Thank you for listening.

 

[KatB]

I agree to Blackbirdrising's response. It was very intense for me as well.

Overall, feel depleted, down, and highly anxious and hypervigilant. Court date close by.Emotional Rollercoaster.

 

[Pencil]

Oh Froggie, I wish I could give you a real hug now. I'm so sorry.