What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[.Bubbles.]

Unworthy of calling myself a "survivour" and having ptsd :/

 

[bungee]

Feeling a little hopeful that it will be a good day today. Supposed to go to lunch with a friend, that is if she doesn't cancel or forget cause after all she , like everybody else is "just so busy". I get so sick of hearing that excuse from people. Or is it they are just too busy for me.

 

[roaminggnome]

I am feeling down right overwhelmed! I had to straighten out financial aid for grad school and my head is spinning. I still don't know if I got it straightened out the right way yet. I'm waiting too hear back from the university.

 

[Chincho]

I feel overwhelmed by anxiety, even breathing has become a burden.

 

[ms spock]

High anxiety this morning. Meditated. Found it hard to get going. Up now and dressed. Heading out. Anxiety burning in the base of my neck. Was no present last not so it might be bounce back.

 

[shadowchaser]

New, Bold, Independent

 

[ms spock]

I got through wood working. I did stuff and I was with people. The anxiety was tough but I pushed through.

 

[shoulderblades]

Better. A good friend of mine took my daughter and I out for dinner, shouted us food and drinks and dessert. Really spoiled us! It felt nice to be cared about and spoiled a little. We had a good laugh and a good talk. I'm feeling a little more human now.

 

[Lionheart]

Grief-stricken.

After 6 months I am finally processing my father's passing. Up until now it had seemed unreal, and I was numb to it, but now the full force of my loss is present.

The last time I talked to my father was by phone and he kept nodding out...he was dying at that point. :( I haven't felt this kind of deep sadness in a long, long time. I miss my dad more than I can say. I guess this is progress, but it just doesn't seem right that I should be without my dad.

I will be okay, but I may seem a bit "out of it " for awhile...I guess this is natural, still, I'd do anything to bring him back.

Sincere hugs for all who are struggling.

 

[shoulderblades]

After 6 months I am finally processing my father's passing. Up until now it had seemed unreal, and I was numb to it, but now the full force of my loss is present.

*offers gentle hugs* When my mum died, it took me about 6 or so months before I started to really grieve. I was in a such a numb place; my brain had shut off all emotion to it, probably as an instinctive measure of self-preservation. But once the grief began to hit...it hit like a metric tonne of bricks.

The last time I talked to my father was by phone and he kept nodding out...he was dying at that point.

The last time I spoke to my mum was on the phone, too, and she was also nodding out, was confused, was talking garbled gibberish that didn't make sense, kept forgetting who she was talking to and kept forgetting who I was. She was also dying. :-(

My heart goes out to you because I know on a very personal level what you're going through. It will get easier to deal with but it'll take time. Be kind to yourself - you deserve it. *offers more hugs*

 

[Lionheart]

(((((((Shoulderblades)))))),

Thank you for your reply!!!

 

[CourageofSnow]

I am feeling tired, sad and angry.