What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[alixipain]

I bought almost 100 worth of dishes and smashed them 1 at a time with a sledge hammer, it does some good, but never fails I get to good and someone I care about does everything she can to untie me. I swear I just want to walk away from everything almost everyday, but then the alone stops me.

Would rather deal with the emotional torture than to be alone, alone scares me.

 

[Iam]

(((Alixipain))) I think, I hope, that when you are able to love yourself that "alone" won't be so scary. You do not deserve to be abused. How long must you suffer? You deserve love and admiration. You have mine (((HUGS)))

 

[Grace11]

Exhausted from not sleeping, in pain again from neck and back injuries, and emotionally, amazed once again at how upset I was for a couple of days. And remorseful. And confused but trying not to beat myself up too badly. Aaaand that is easier said than done....

 

[Iron_Angel]

Helpless, just helpless.

 

[Grace11]

Stuck.

 

[Srain]

Tentative: insecure: bad dreams

Fear of being alone because of body memories coming on: body aching - started yesterday, head-pelvis-shoulders, ribcage

Feel happy I cut loose and just had fun yesterday in public which I am prone to do out of the clear blue, being in the moment, getting a snapshot of it :), despite all that is going on, it's one good thing I do like about being who I am, if I see a moment that may never come around again I don't care who's around, who's watching, how old am, what I'll look like, if I want to do it, experience it, I WILL DO IT!! :D..no regrets! I never want to look back say "geez, I wish I had done that, and kick myself for letting a moment pass me by"...so I saw one of those giant pink chairs - I mean movie set GIANT :eek:...

I just HAD to get a picture in one ;)...too funny!! So I did!! I knew my husband would think this was a 'shake his head' moment, and I would laugh every time I saw it, my brother would rib me for life, no end to the comments about my Poncho Villa hat with doc martens and cheesey smile ...say CHEEZ! Sometimes you just gotta say f*** it!

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Hopeful. Happy. Thinking there is a reason I am going through all this shit, and its for the best for ME!!

 

[intothelight]

Relief and a sense of peace.

 

[Sethe]

Comforted.

 

[Tiger Kitten]

Exhausted, numb, scared, and hopeful is what I am feeling today.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

frustrated. happy. excited. worried

 

[KP the nut]

Lonely, sad, frustrated