What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[DMerish]

Not bad :confused: is that a feeling?

Yesterday, anxiety level hightened due to my disclosing some things about my past to the new fellow I met on Saturday. I'm usually quite gaurded when meeting someone new. But there was a connection. He has PTSD too from a medical procedure, was very understanding, but when I began thinking later what I had said I freaked myself out. Anyhoo, I'm okay . . . transitioning into going back to work.

 

[Madhather]

Today I feel..
isolated
unsure

 

[therisa]

Am angry at myself, for getting so anxious that I am bordering, an anxiety attack, over my latest good news, about therapy treatments, I have fought for and will be getting.

 

[Britt.f7]

I feel happy that I made it through my family gathering without issue. I actually participated in one of the games and some of the conversations.

My anxiety is slight because I am going to see a new doctor about my heart. My old doctor left the state for a better position somewhere. I hate meeting new doctors. I'm not worried about my health. The heart condition is stable right now. Just a routine visit.

 

[TwoDee2ThreeDee]

Am angry at myself, for getting so anxious that I am bordering, an anxiety attack, over my latest good news, about therapy treatments, I have fought for and will be getting.

@therisa - I'm with you. It is so scary to try to move forward. Self-defeating, I know, but my thoughts are with you. Keep us updated.

 

[Spiderallis]

Not feeling much emotion, just physical stuff today. I was in too much pain to sleep. The medicine isn't doing much good, I'm loopy and everything still hurts. Oddly, I've been rather productive- the mountain of laundry is dwindling.

 

[CraftyCath]

Still full of a cough and cold and my sinuses hurt. Doing better though.

 

[Red Feather]

I'm kind of down after saying goodbye to my kids today. :(

 

[Britt.f7]

A little surreal. I knew that eventually my heart will need surgery. It is still eventually, but it was put to me more as a "when" we do it, instead of "if" and it just feels unreal. It may be years. Until then we will keep watching it, yearly, then as it worsens, more often. I guess this is real. This is just my lot. Nothing I can do to change the outcome. In the meantime I will just treat it well and keep this thought off in the distance.

 

[therisa]

Thank you, @TwoDee2ThreeDee . I will.

Am feeling guilty, because I have food (and litter) for myself and my cats, and there are people in my apartment who are without, due to the power failure from last week's ice storm. Feel angry at myself, for giving only two boxes of Mac and Cheese and a 7 kg bin of cat litter, to this single parent family, when I have limited monetary resources, myself. Like I have skimped on them, but haven't.

 

[Lionheart]

Just as I was recovering from a stomach virus, I began to develop an upper respiratory infection and with COPD that is not good, so I am feeling weak and ill once again. I am frustrated with my health at the moment, but I will go to the doc soon if things do not get better.

Mentally, I am feeling good. I am basically a happy camper (most of the time) and depression is better now that the holidays are about over. Hypervigilance and insomnia are still problems, but I have an appointment to see my physician in about 4 weeks. Overall I am feeling exhausted, but determined to get well.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm up. That is a plus. Not feeling like crawling back into bed. I feel positive, even though I know our financial situation is worse this year.