What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[BlackbirdSinging]

I feel numb. We got a phone call a couple of hours ago. We've lost a family member suddenly and tragically. I don't know if I have many more words than that right now.

 

[Spiderallis]

Having a bit more pain than usual, but I'm in a pretty good mood. I'll roll with it, doing some fun stuff will distract from the aches and ouches.

 

[Britt.f7]

@BlackbirdSinging I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[Tippi]

Oh man, it's weird you mentioned diarrhea just now, cause I've had it for the last three days and I can't even imagine having to suffer like this ALL the time!

Hi, purge!

Thanks for liking my name choice! I like yours, too......

Yeah, isn't diarrhea the worst? I have had it almost daily for many years. I guess I've gotten used to the pain and the spasms and the inconvenience of it all (you know, always having to know where restrooms are located in your entire town....LOL)

I am really sorry you've been having a rough 3 days.......hope you're over it all very quickly!

 

[Tippi]

How do I feel today?

Sad. I feel sad because I sometimes come out of my normal dissociative state of living, and then I look at my life and realize that it is not the life I dreamed of having......or the life I want, even now. And I'm sad because when I come out of the dissociation, immediately it rushes back into my reality that I have given up on so many dreams. And I'm sad because I have a narcissistic mother and a narcissistic mother-in-law. All they ever think about is themselves....honestly. The two of them wear me out......just make me feel like crap and wear me out. I stay away from both as much as is possible. But it is the mother-in-law's birthday.....she is demanding, and she is a person who has entitlement mentality. So, there are expectations. I have already "done my duty," but there is no joy whatsoever in giving to a narcissist. It is never enough. I so despise narcissists.

Sigh...........I know I'll feel better later. Feelings always change.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel so tired today so a nap is going to happen later on. I am feeling better than yesterday.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel happy, strong, healthy, and vital. :happy:

I also feel a lot of love :inlove: for my "special someone" who encourages and supports me at every opportunity. I consider her to be a God- send and I am happy with the way the relationship is progressing.

It has been a long time since I have felt sincerely and genuinely happy!!! :) I am no longer sad, lonely and tired, (which is the way I felt for a very long time).:cool:

 

[CraftyCath]

I feel totally drained. My husband has had a week off and we had a few nice days out but I am now exhausted.

My periods are getting worse and I wonder, seen as I'm 50, will they ever end? I am getting too many and they are horrid and leave me anaemic. All I want to do is sleep but I'm so restless that I can't even do that. I'm also getting cramp in my feet - another symptom of the anaemia. If this doesn't clear up i will have to see a gynecologist and that scare me witless!

Taking it easy today.

 

[intothelight]

The blows just keep coming. Every time I try to find positive foot something else just knocks me off the foundation.

 

[CraftyCath]

@intothelight I understand that, you feel you take a step forward and get knocked back 2 more leaving you weak and shaky. I guess we just have to focus on the positive step even if it was a small one and the negatives much bigger. A little ray of light makes a dark room bearable. :hug:

 

[tired of the fight]

Feeling sideways, cried a few times as the guilt hits me. I recently reconnected with an old friend who is a male. Yikes, I do like talking to him, but feel a bit anxious. I'm slowly filling him in on me. He has also been through some rough times. We went to high school together. What are the chances of crossing paths again. Never know what this could turn into. Feeling a bit excited. Wow, I can hold a conversation :)

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm in that mood where everything everyone says to me is annoying me.