I am feeling very much alone.
Just keep thinking that my b/f isn't exactly the most supportive emotionally. I feel like he thinks my emotions are fake, and although I know he has said he can't handle others' emotions very well it still makes me feel isolated. Like I feel like he won't take me seriously.
I've heard it my whole life, oh you're exaggerating, oh you're blowing it out of proportion. Geez. My emotions are as valid as everyone else's. I'm sick of people insinuating they're not.
I feel like a ghost. People always talk around me, talk over me, talk like I'm not even in the room. I am ignored. I am not even acknowledged. People aren't even typing responses in my trauma diary, so it makes me feel like no one's even reading it (that may not be true, but it feels like it). Like what happened isn't "interesting" enough.