What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lady of Longbourn]

I feel glad the day is over.
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Me too.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Anticipation
Excitement
A little Anxiety
Tired
HOPE!!!!!!

 

[amethist]

Today I feel like avoiding my husband and his PTSD.

If he can avoid doing what he said he wanted to do today, with me helping and supporting him, but go back to bed instead. The I can avoid supporting him and his PTSD.

So B#####r him, I am doing my own thing today. He is going to have to ask me to do this now, Iam not bringing it up anymore.

If he want's a classic bike to restore, he is going to have to get is act together and sort his tools and shed out first. I am not doing it for him.

Amethist

 

[KP the nut]

I feel in control. It is 11.05am and I have walked the dogs, driven to sign on for unemployment benefit, been to the chemist and taken an elderly lady to a hair appointment. I will collect her in a little while. Oh, and I ate breakfast.

I feel fine although I am avoiding thinking of T tomorrow.

 

[jasmin]

I feel uncomfortable. Lots of heavy matters to monitor at work today.. and I kept zoning out severely.. for minutes without realizing..trying to recall past events. But the rain was nice. My head feels sore.. as if it's clenching too hard.. I don't know if that makes sense. Got my childhood files from DCP, I was eager to read them but now... now there just sitting next to me and I can't bring myself to open the packaging. Perhaps I will, perhaps I wont.

Mentally I feel fine but I hurt in every other way.

 

[The Albatross]

Reluctance
Dread
Sadness
Fragile

But I'm gonna get out there and do what I need to do anyways.

 

[Vcircle]

Feeling really low and need my T so badly. Have to wait 2 more days.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel the uncontrolable need to buy a new handbag (purse) but can't find one in my price range :(. Talk about champagne taste and lemonade money.

 

[Nighthawk]

Shocked

 

[Iam]

Absolute, total, furious ANGER.
Exhausted
Tired of all our sons expecting us to bail them out.
Disgusted with their lifestyles
Disgusted with my failure to raise them right (obviously or they wouldn't all be so f'd up)
Sad
Dispondent
At my wits end
At the end of my rope
Ready to walk out on everybody
Ready to throw in the towel
Like I want to be done with this life

 

[KP the nut]

(((Iam))) Yep, the wonderful bank of Mum and Dad. Then my youngest says why don't you get a new shower, umm maybe if we didn't keep subbing you we could. I know it is not her fault there are no jobs and she's on minimum wage but..........

 

[Iam]

I know Kathy.......we love them so much and do want to help. I don't think they really understand.

Funny, I never expected my parents or inlaws to help. Well......come to think of it, I have pretty low expectations of anyone even caring about me. Oooooh boy am I triggered right now..... F'ing A.....even my brother doesn't understand. He borrowed 5 grand from us to try to save his home saying he'd pay us back when he got his insurance money......he went and bought another house without paying us a dime. Then he has the gall to tell me that we have the money and should be helping everyone.....after all, we're the only stable ones in the family. F that! We've worked our freakin butts off, denied ourselves (like you with the shower), only to support everyone else because they spend their money like it grows on trees? I mean sure....I'm happy to help IF you act responsibly....

Oooh man......I think I need to take a break. Go down and feed the horses, clean stalls, work off some of this anger.