What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[beckyblue10]

I am very angry and sad and tired today. But mostly annoyed that close friends and family will never understand what's happening in my brain and body. I look like a normal functioning person but there is so much going on inside of me. When I try and explain it I feel that they think I am making it all up because it sounds so much, that I am just fixated on my trauma. They don't know it's my whole body all of the time and everyday it feels different.

I am grateful to come on here and see that others feel the same as me.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Feeling annoyed and kinda bored. But the bored where I wanna change things.

Ppl hit me up today I just wish would leave me alone.

 

[enough]

still coming off of a n adrenaline spike, fear and anger return at tegular intervals as the thoughts come around again and sgain, i swear it feals like i was assaulted but in reality it was just another near miss in just another chance meeting with anotger selfish aggressive driver and i am totally unharmed. Except it scares me to my core and angers me enough to keep me up all night, again.

 

[RVA21]

Confused, sad, drained.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

I am feeling pretty good all things considered. I am feeling at peace with the melanoma diagnosis. There are some signs it has metastasized but there anre also signs for optimism. They are going to cut more tissue away on Monday so I will probably learn more but I doubt I will get a definitive answer on whether or not it has metastasized. I feel optimistic.

 

[ms spock]

Not as fragmented. A bit more like I am here. That things can begin and finish.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

I am in a bit of a jumble. We have our first counseling session since I told my wife I was calling it quits. I am still in a daze over my recent cancer diagnosis and not knowing if it has metastasized yet. I am moving back to Arizona on Saturday so for the past several weeks I have been packing and selling stuff. Two more days of loading and I am out of here to create a new life for myself.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Deeply tired. I know to rest.

 

[enough]

weak and incompetent. why are you the only one that feels this way after near misses in traffic? why are you the only one that gets so bothered by unfairness in the workplace? why are you the only one so angry about the current administration? Because i am weak and incompetent?
I like to think it is because I have PTSD from seeing the aftermath of some really nasty MVA’s, because I have unfortunately worked with some real assholes under some ineffective leaders and because i have been screwed out if social security benefits once already in this lifetime and fear it again, now.
or im weak and incompetent. I feel conflicted.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

I am feeling pretty good. I completed my move back to Bisbee Arizona so I am leisurely unpacking books etc today.

 

[Teasel]

I'm feeling thankful

 

[enough]

de f'n pressed. with a comorbidity of tired