What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lost in the Woods]

I have been in a very intense emotional flashback all day.

 

[enough]

overcome by despair

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Very disillusioned with life, depressed, tired, hungry but not wanting food.

 

[SeekingAfrica]

Frozen and burned out. So burned out.

 

[Mary. OoH]

I'll start. ................

I feel a greatly alarmed.
I feel very angry.
I feel cautious.
I feel confused.
I feel depressed.

I feel disgusted with the influences of the world. Specifically tv and its content, as well as, gen. socially acceptable, societal hidden teachings.

I feel distanced from contact and/or intimacy with family, friends, people in general (all of humanity). Intimacy to me does not mean sex.

I feel embarrassment, for having been so vulnerable in my past and for so long, and for now feeling so wounded and confused. I feel humiliated.

I feel horrifed as I continue to be honest with myself about my trauma(s).

I guess I identified some of my feeling tonight, well at least at a glance and as far down as the H's on this list:

[DLMURL]http://www.ptsdforum.org/thread700.html[/DLMURL]

Perfect , I agree.. I million % ... daily people walking and talking and no eyes up.

My eyes seen and felt the pain and I wonder, if knowing I felt the pain, want to see it ease.. can people see.

Blinded by light and lies. I wake in shakes and terror and I sleep very little.

Worlds skip on and fail to see the world and I sense maybe we are attuned. Maybe we see and living is challenged cos my environment is threatened, we wake. Maybe we were broke to re-visit.

Maybe we are tomorrow.

I create sounds and songs to relieve my hurt. Not at the world , at the people who choose to pretend. Maybe from being hurt, we are connected to ourselves. I know I died and was nearly killed. Still hear. Maybe it's shifted us to connections beyond. Love your comment.. thank you... I ain't alone today .


Left my faith, found my own
Left my church, prey daily
Found my fear, real and worthy
Felt my loss , and accept this path
Leave a drama, to create a safe zone


Hold my arms and hug my world
Face my fears and allow my tears
Release tomorrow , it's a day

It's a horrible reality we live
It's terrifying daily battle that I win
And a fee on air,
We are air
We need water
And food is a privilege.

Faith I found in me. And leaving my church leaves me feeling alone. Yet I remember we are here.. I am here.. you are here and I am breathing. Is it an uncustomed sensation of shift, altered routine and a unknown tomorrow.

Tomorrow will settle when the we mothers united. To state . Stop hurting my life from distance abuse from media, people who declare our safety, and I feel unsafe. I feel lies failing and I see the bull crap of distraction.


Phones and tv and media and electric is not natural.its a distraction. People are human and humans who never hurt, never fear. Maybe fear is power and maybe fear is instinct we are told to deny?

Maybe we are correct to fear. Yet we are never alone, from trees, leaves , grass , worms, birds and insects.

Look small, love show and and breathe. We are never alone. Animals and plant are around us.

people are hard work . I am afraid and dumb brave, forced heroic , and daily battles.

Lonely is a lonesome
Scared is a scare
fear and fierce

Being brave today is scary. Being different of willing and happy is a fear. Walking alone is scary, and yet we are together.

This world is broken, scary and sad. I lean on a .

We are aware.. we are awake and we not be shaken any more.

Thanks for sharing. I am nervous yet I am also a woman than insist we are the upper level of life, misunderstood, lived, hurt, lived hurt and up again. It's scary and age told me... real and raw.

Now I'll live my age, accept the fear and fight the terror.

Attune to maybe there is Threat, a sense of caution and warning from life and earth. We are human, not very impressive or very kind.

We are image based fools. we are not important. The earth's water and food is.

Do we sense a shift.. are we attuned to oursleves . Despite people around. Soft lives. Hold my own hand every day.

People are fickle.

I am present and broken , beaten , revived. I am ME. Thanks everyone... lovely to know we share a sense of fear.

Maybe that's wise and healthy.

May we continue

Oonagh

 

[Rose White]

lovely to know we share a sense of fear.

Idk why this means everything to me in just this moment. Lovely.

 

[RVA21]

Deeply unhappy and trying to pretend not to be.
Regretful.
Worthless, pointless.Want to disappear.

 

[katz]

Empty. Lost. Alone. Confused. Sad. Tears.

 

[zaniara]

Overwhelmed. Exhausted. Fragile.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

Extreme anxiety, it is all consuming and beyond anything I have felt to date.

 

[Rose White]

Better today

 

[Rose White]

Dirty and broken, my default state