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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel horrible today. I want to run away, mostly run away from myself. I hate myself for where my life has come to. How can one person do this to another. i hate to look at myself in the mirror. But yet there is the voice in my head that tells me I must go on. I must try to look normal, act normal.
 
I feel a good deal better.
I feel ready to see the shrink in the morning.
I feel glad I get over the episodes more quickly.
I feel like I need to toughen up some more so I can get on with some quality living.
I feel embarrassed that things that people say can affect me in some strong ways and bring me back to old hurts.
 
physically anxious, can't do my morning walk...sick of laying around but exhausted as soon as I get up moving around, blech, the in between well and not well, I need a body overhaul, wish I could just drop it off at the body shop for the day and pick it up tomorrow get back to business...other than feeling blocked and quite useless :tup:
 
I can feel myself breathing. The shaking is starting to go down, still no sleep and still not tired but hopeful when the adrenalin that kicked in last week has stopped feeding my fight or flight I'll just fall over onto the bed and sleep for a whole day. Still so blown out about not sleeping and not feeling tired either. Gagging too. From smoking far far too much (insert AHERM-ch)
 
Tonight, I feel sh'tty, horsesh't, doo-doo, poo-poo, kaka, crap, dung and like waste. :poop: ....Scared, very, very scared!

:devilish: And, I feel guilty for feeling this way, as well as, for saying so. :tdown:

Chances are I'll feel better at some point tommorrow, ...right? Yes. :confused:
 

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