What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

I mainly feel this when I see I cannot contribute even a decent little job. I am incapable at this time to do that and it terrifies me to be such a waste of space in his life

((((Rain)))) I know how you feel. I keep taking on jobs and giving them up because I get triggered. Since starting with this therapist I have realised that I need to give myself a break. I'm not in a good enough place to be able to work right now and although I get bored at home as I seldom see anyone, I no longer feel the guilt of not working. Financially we are pretty stuffed. My hubby works hard but his job is low paid. But it won't help me to be making myself ill by working now.

Peace to you.

AS for me...I feel weird, confused and like I'm fighting an inner battle which I can't resolve. I need time just for me and there is no safe place for me to go to.

 

[Sandra]

The new housekeeper was great and we got along fantastic. No comparison to her and the last cleaner.

 

[Iam]

Discouraged at my progress cleaning...frustrated I can't push myself. Hate the loneliness of my home. Struggling right now.

I'm sorry PH. It's bound to be tough. Remember......one step at a time. Only a few more days of living in an empty house. Not even a few....just 2 more nights! You'll get it all done because you have to. I've watched.....you always get it done in time! :tup:

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I'm feeling more in control of things. As much as possible anyway. Pretty sure control is just a perception. Mom is home from hospital, so am back in 'home' mode.

Tomorrow should be less busy. I'll be sitting with a friend that is on chemo. Love her lots, so not a chore at all.

 

[Shattered]

The new housekeeper was great and we got along fantastic. No comparison to her and the last cleaner.

Send her to my house next.

 

[Sandra]

Sorry not sharing her. She's all mine. ;)

 

[Shattered]

That sounds an awful like a boundary. Fine time to begin that behavior.

 

[Sandra]

I don't think you live close enough anyhow Shattered.

 

[amethist]

Wrecked

 

[Deleted member 6617]

A mess of sadness. Wet from tears. Sick from crying so much.

Still confident I am making the right choice as hard as it is.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am feeling cold.:oops:
I am feeling grateful I got some sleep and took a shower.:tup:

 

[Froggie]

OUCH ... even if the surgery was minor, the pain is keeping me awake ...OUCH ... pain killers aren't any help ... as yet ... OUCH