I feel like the words I'm trying to convey are not coming out properly. Am I seeing things the same way or am I once again behind that glass wall and life is carrying on without me?? Will I always be there?? I have no idea. I can only "act as if", "keep stepping up", or any number of wonderous statements to utilize in hopes that I will get beyond this horrid place I feel I'm in - that everyone else got the answers to the quiz but me....
Coming off a severe Migraine often leaves me feeling this way. I apologize. I feel a great deal of aloneness and sadness, the depressive state that hits me so hard afterwards.
I'm grateful for this site, if I'm the sad little person that is coming here year after year because they just can't seem to get it then so be it. Punch my card and please let me in, it's not going to be for lack of trying. :cry: