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Angry and ignored - because of the way my father treated me. Just offending me and not giving me the chance to say my opinion about that certain topic. :sour:
Gratitude - for Junebugs hug, forum connections and the energy I felt doing Qi Gong this morning despite the thoughts.
Hate & Shame - just feel something is incredibly f*cked up about me and I'd be better off not deluding myself with this bullshit idea of getting better
Fear - that I am wasting my time, that I'm not good enough for or at anything
Lonely - there isn't one person I can call that if feels appropriate and safe to talk to
@Anrish and @NatBird - if it's okay with you.... :hug: It sounds like you both need one. Hang in there, each day brings with it new opportunities.
Today, I'm feeling mixed emotions. I started a temp job with a religious organization and I'm just trying to find my footing in that regard as it's not really my faith and it's not really corporate. There are pluses though. I'm also feeling very fat and wish my health issues would resolve before I have to buy a new wardrobe with nonexistent money. Stressed that I have to have car work that will cost over $300.00. Phew... I'm looking toward gratitude and trying to be positive. Looking for light. VB