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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am finally feeling that I will be heard and will receive appropriate feedback that I didn't have with my old counselor.

I am feeling like with this new therapist that I saw today, I will get my power back and just feel better. I had been giving myself away to this former counselor, just because, but with this new one today, I could be authentic, and that I felt so good!
 
Feel a bit sad. A bit angry. A lot tense!
Realised today in counselling. The reason I have so much tension to the point of chronic pain in my legs would probably be cos of the many times in childhood when my mum would do those incidences I would go numb from the waist down. I guess I would dissociate by not feeling anything to get through it.
Even though I knew it felt so uncomfortable & I didn't want to do it at all I didn't know at the time that it was wrong.
It was all framed as caring & kind things a mother does. Or framed as playful & a game or our joke or that we have a special unique bond that no1 else has. & I believed it.
So yeah. Massive news to me today.
Smashing through the denial bit by bit.
I can feel by my legs I have a long long way to go.
 
I feel happy that the month is almost over and that pay day is coming soon. I feel more care-free than I have in awhile. A little nervous, but that happens every year around Halloween, so I am not alarmed by it. Generally optimistic and grateful for my blessings.
 

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