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I feel angry. I feel scared of getting more angry. I just noticed I have tears on my face. I always notice I have tears on my face while I’m attempting to analyze my feelings. Like I just noticed.
Pissed off. Want to break out of this small shell of a person that was created by a scared kid and inhabited by an equally scared adult who is no longer okay staying small.
Some relief, as it just dawned on me perhaps the passivity is partially particularly present because I don't want to fake sh*t around people. Right now, I don't want to be around people I have to explain anything to.
I don't knowhow to describe it because i'm not sure I've ever felt it before but my heart feels .. warm and .. I don't know .. it is a really really good feeling whatever it is!
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