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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Furious: I want to rip their skin off slowly then leave them on the side of a road.
Lost: Not sure what I will do with finding a new place to live and job.
Disturbed: By my thoughts I can taste blood, pungent yet sweet.
Held prisoner: If I tell g/f no she’ll leave me, if I say yes I will be under another thumb!
A slave/used: feel like a toy that others play with!
Hurt: Because I get ripped on by g/f on a day I am maxed out on emotionally and mentally and her greatest concern is my income, not the fact that I will be losing the pay on 67 hours, plus the cost of having to replace my tools. It’s like a dentist getting his drill stole he can’t work; I’m in the same boat; but without paddles and life vest!
Played with: she’s not with me for me, for happiness but for my money!!!!!
 
It is 3H30 in the morning and there is a gang of yahous who are screaming and setting off fireworks near the bridge beside where I live. I called 911 and still waiting for their intervention. This has been going on since about 10 last night. Sometimes they stay quiet, then ... whamooo ... screams of joy with the fireworks. Story of my life. Where the H is the police when you need them !

How am I feeling .. tired and agressive... Peeved off:mad:
 
I am feeling like a bad mommy because my husband found a chewed up cork coaster Crystal had been playing with under our bed. This could be the root of the problem with the vomiting. Lord I hope she can pass any and all if she injested it.

I am feeling "rational" (wow that's refreshing)

I am feeling neutral but at least no guilt or shame that I've been smoking more cigs and drinking a drink or two almost every other day again. It was an acknowledgement that just bubbled up before I was fully awake this morning.

I am feeling cautiously optimistic (sp?) about the weigh in and 9 week challenge that starts Monday.

I'm feeling glad I have an accupressure appointment today.

I'm feeling like I can do the commitments I have this morning... capable? competent?
 
REALLY PEEVED OFF ... this morning the whabous from the fireworks decided to do a camp fire in the ravine. Again called the police and now the fire department is called in. That area is a protected zone, no fires !!! Hope they get their butts ?&%****@#####
 
Happy and sad at the same time. Happy because my psychiatrist said that since I am reacting so well to this medication that he looks forward to seeing me off of it in about 6-9 months and that with continued therapy I should return to "normal" and love being myself again. He's a sweet man and always encouraging. I truly believe this man cares about getting me better. He always ends a session with a friendly, encouraging hug.

Sad because I was in a car accident yesterday and now due to the negligence of the adolescent driver who hit me my car's value will depreciate tons when I go to trade it in for my dream car in 2 months. Luckily I wasn't hurt physically but my emotions took a hard blow.
 
I feel happy, happy, happy. It has been the most amazing couple of days. Great visit with my daughter, we are going out for a meal tonight and the it is home tomorrow.

We had a great day shopping and spending to much money:eek:. Also it was so brilliant to meet Amethist for coffee, I'll post details from home.

:):cool::D:inlove::laugh:
 

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