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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

calm..relaxed...but sad
Today I'm on my own...living toghether with someone don't make that happen so often..specially not when no one of us have a work to attend..so I'm glad to have some time on my own.

Sad because I have waited for almost nine years to be able to see my little brother and talk to him about why I'm not a part of the family any more and have not been able to see him even if he wants ore I want because of the family. He might move next year to attend school outside town...but I tough it would become easier to see him then when he's not living at home. But I found out he will probably be living with my older sister. How long can I wait...I probably have to see him in secret before he moves. But it can give him troubles. But he need answers on his questions and I don't want to give them by mail ore phone. I want to see him.
 
Knowing that my life is changing in big ways, because it has to. Frustrated because it is all inside of me twisting, turning, and being very jumbled. I know I should share it, by writing or talking; but I am a closed book as usual. I hate the fact that I stuff everything until I feel it is in the right "format" to come out. Not everything can be neatly packaged.

Uuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh, feel like I am banging my head against a wall and can't stop myself.
 
Knowing that my life is changing in big ways, because it has to. Frustrated because it is all inside of me twisting, turning, and being very jumbled. I know I should share it, by writing or talking;

I can relate.

I'm here and then I'm gone....mostly gone right now.
 
scared....started a diary...feels like I got found out and "they've" got a hold of that one little string that if they pull it ( I do love Ben Folds Five though) I will unravel again, be found and naked. scared.glad its just feelings.
 
I feel alone. I know I am not alone...but it feels that way. I am very rarely actually alone, although I share a mobile home with my elderly parents. I have my 'office' and bedroom and a restroom on my end, and they are very respecful of my space. When I'm in the car, is the only alone time I get.

I feel grateful that I have a relationship with God, and that I am blessed in VERY many ways!! I'm happy that my son is the young man that he is. And, I am glad that my feelings are just that. Feelings. And feelings, like the weather are unpredicable and they pass.
 

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