What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[AngelKeeperJ]

Less sad, more focused

Me, too! Big improvement since yesterday!

 

[Deleted member 6617]

((((Hope)))) thinking of you. It will get better, hang in there.

 

[wcdean]

Feeling frustrated since I can't get out to hand feed the wild birds and do the bird watching anymore.

I can't get my budgie's to let me hand feed them, either. It is frustrating.

 

[Deleted member 10686]

psychologically tortured by someone who shouldnt be able to have this effect on me. I actually feel nothing, physically i feel very anxious, emotionally i feel numb.

 

[Queen Boudica]

Like I am lost. I really don't know what to do. I am trying but I must be doing it wrong. It is just too overwhelming. Just too scary now. The more I observe the worse it is. Just don't get how it is supposed to work. It is just too much. I'm not that strong. Want to be, but I don't have it. TOO MUCH.

 

[Incendiu]

I come across this old photo I took 10 years ago with a timer at a digital camera. I somewhat look into my own eyes...this I took when all was as the worst...in middle of all traumas. And I just see the same harsh willpower that exist today. This is the most clear memories I have from that age. How I took an old hat and some black mosquito net I had lying set the timer and run to take a pose by the wall of my bed. I took three photos...this is the only one I have left... I feel happy watching this photo. It's was one of my few light moments...and I now see that one of my clearest memories from my teenage is a happy memory. Still I just feel like holding this young girl into my arms and be able to tell that light is actually awaiting...feeling sad about the dark view I had for years until I found the light...until today.

 

[Sammy]

Anxious but determined.
Headache. Tired.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I feel in need of a hug :cry:

 

[Sandra]

I hear you Pottershand. I could use one too so lets give each other one. :)

 

[Srain]

((((((hope)))))(((((Forwardmotion))))))(((((((((Lizio))))))))

WarriorSister! I like that :)

Whew!Woke up with only minor anxiety that grow a bit, read one card that sounded like my mother instead of my Sister-IL, :( ...not surprising, sad, feeling more able to stand my place with my older brother, see him one last time - alone - my terms, I am who I am, always was always will be.

I've never had the blinders on, "it happened to ME, that's it. I will never say it didn't.and pretend, that is not me." I feel the pain, I feel that odd childlike fear of them all ganging up on me, but I have a life, I've done well, my husband is a wonderful man, kind, generous, loved by my Son and his family, hell...my family..more than I am!! I made my dreams come true, all of them despite the plague of PTSD.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Sammy)))), ((((Pottershand)))), ((((Sandra))))

((((Incendiu)))) What a beautiful picture! So glad you are moving into the light!

I feel the pain, I feel that odd childlike fear of them all ganging up on me,

((((Rain)))) I feel like that when I'm with my siblings, it feels like they are having an unconscious game of who can get the most control of me. I hate it.

but I have a life, I've done well,

Yes you have! You go girl! :)

As for me...I had nightmares about someone from the past last night, I wanted to slap them one! :mad:

 

[ms spock]

Tired and sad I don't belong.