What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[jo may]

The cold is making me feel lots and lots of pain. And I'm also feeling sad for my son as it turns out it was a much older boy that punched him:cry: And my oldest daugther has had an ear infection and the doc who saw her was shit.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Jomay))) hugs to you and your little people.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm OK. Tired, and a bit scared of going to sleep in case there are more demons waiting to pounce. But I've had an OK day and feel relaxed.

 

[jo may]

(((Jomay))) hugs to you and your little people.

Thank you, that means a lot my kids have had a rough ride lately.

 

[KP the nut]

that means a lot my kids have had a rough ride lately.

But they have you on their side and that gives them great strength. I know because I am the same with my children.

 

[Icon Nikon]

Cold - from severely high fever

Angry with ICU - because doctors informed me that I was being put on one medication and instead put me on one that I've had dreadful adverse reactions and allergic reactions to

Angry with myself - for being too cold, nauseous, sleep deprived, on edge, and stupid to double-check what I was taking - was shivering and just wanted relief

Dizzy and lightheaded - head is pounding, room is spinning, body is freezing, and lord only knows where the bathroom is, but I need it

Worried - about a friend who has to have a procedure done this week - wish I could somehow take her place and yet still give her the pain relief she needs

Depressed - but my autoimmune disorders seem to revolt against most all medications - wish they could just put me in a coma and wake me up when they finally find the solutions (this being awake and aware and helpless is making me crazier than I already was)

Regretting - that when I entered this ICU on Aug 15th (for a 24-48hr anaphylaxis monitoring) I failed to get an advanced start on this soon to be new case of trauma and PTSD - guess I should have kept a trauma diary just for this, then I wouldn't have had to go back and try to remember all that I have forgotten or buried somewhere??? Simply looking for some humor.

(((Hugs to all during this usually trying time of year))) As for me, I'll have to be content with "I'll be home for Christmas ....If only in my dreams". It could be worse, as it is for the men and women overseas and their families back here. May we all carry them in our hearts and prayers. And may we support them when they do come "home".

 

[KP the nut]

(((Icon)))

You are truely an amazing person to think of others whilst in such pain yourself.

Don't be hard on yourself for not knowing which meds they were prescribing. You are ill and they are supposed to be the professionals.

Wishing you peace and healing
KP

 

[Icon Nikon]

(((Icon)))

You are truely an amazing person to think of others whilst in such pain yourself.

(((KP)))

I'm only following your lead, my bouncy Tigger-ific pal!

Oh, and I see YOU my dear made it through the "impossible" week with energy and encouragement to spare. Good for you - I knew you had it in you!!!

TTFN,
Alex (A mixture of Eeyore and Piglet - And yes, oh maybe the master psychologist himself, Pooh, who always harmlessly guides others to the answers and peace that they seek in the most humblest manner)

Much thanks!

 

[Icon Nikon]

I know this isn't a feeling, but I am concerned. Has anyone heard from Deaf Global Nomad? I knowing she's been helping her mother with cancer treatments. However, it never seems to be a good sign when she disappears for so long.

Just a touch past concerned, because although I am not but tried, I feel you all are a great help to her.

I worry a lot...what a surprise...

 

[goingonhope]

Hi Icon, It's been a week since she's logged in. Week's off the forum are good stuff. I know you're worried, but she is most likely taking care, or very busy. In fact it may even be a goal or an accomplishment to take a break from here for an entire week, or more. Please try not to worry Icon, and do take care.

 

[Icon Nikon]

STUPID BEYOND COMPREHENSION - going, going, gone...

 

[Marie E.]

(((IN)))