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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Today was my little sisters 16th birthday. I don't know why but I feel so conflicted. I feel guilty that I got to celebrate my 16th with our Dad and she didn't. At the same time I am incredibly happy for her, she got her learners permit. I am also angry, but I don't know why....
 
This morning I feel again exhausted, slept a lot but I think " I got hit by a truck" while sleeping.
I guess I am a bit better, but still feel weak, would love to just drop my body in a corner and not move for the next couple of days.....
 
Today has been quite challenging, but today has been most definately filled with lots of good. :cry: Just thinking about it all makes me want to cry.

I don't know now how I felt throughout the day, other to remember that I was exhausted at times and in some pain and pressure at the base of my skull, forehead and eyes. But I kept a good mood and a good attitude and did much including giving my Mom permission to visit again today.

And, lots more. Omg. I don't know where all the will and strength came from today. I really believe that all of today has been one wonderful gift.

And, even though I feel a bit too lonely right now, ...that gets a big oh well, as life is what it is.

:) I feel thankful for this day!
 
I am still in pain but it is a little easier.

I feel stupid, after laughing at H for leaving my car lights on and draining the battery, I did the same last night and this morning the battery is flatter than a pancake - doh.

(((HUGS)))
 
I got anxiety, need to drive into the city (aka Construction City) to get to the physical therapy. I read the release form :speechless:...and just what I'm releasing them to do..."faint"...I'm going to keep in mind this is all about time, actually waaaaaaaaay past time but I'm leaving resentment at the door and see if this can help.

It can't hurt -metaphorically speaking- right?? :unsure:
 
((((Srain))))

I will be thinking of you and I will light a candle.

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I am feeling happy in general this morning, but also anxious as I just found out that there is a risk for severe weather today.:(

I have a strong distaste for spring-time storms, they really make me nervous.:confused: However, I do have an action plan in place should the weather turn severe....I plan to grab a broom and ride it, in case the wind blows me away. tee hee;) *(nervous laughter) :whistling: Can ya see me riding a broom through the air and cackling like an old witch? hahaha I figure if I'm gonna die in a storm I might as well make the best of it.:roflmao:

In all seriously though, I do have an action plan as was suggested by a friend and this helps me feel safer. Still, I am anxiously uncomfortable:tdown: and I know that I may experience an anniversary reaction today and so, I truly appreciate everyone for supporting me through his particular period in my life!!!

I wish I knew how to say thank you better...I am truly grateful!!!
:inlove:
(((((((Hugs for all))))))),
LH
 

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