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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel I need to keep going and not give in to the feeling of wanting to do nothing but sit and stare. On the outside, I'm doing OK, working, doing what is required of me, but on the inside I want to hibernate.

I guess I should be proud that I haven't had any alcohol for 3 nights and that I eaten healthily since Monday.

I'm feeling tired, I have been sleeping but very restlessly, tossing and turning and fighting with the blanket monster.

(((HUGS))) and baby steps, one at a time.
 
I don't know what I am feeling is called. One part of me wants to walk forward and tackle the day. Positive, energetic, and purposeful and the other part of me wants to reign that in with feeling of dread, uselessness and "why bother". I am always battling myself. Sometimes one side win more over the other.

Just need to keep working hard on making the "other side" win out.
 
Getting excited to start my garden. Bought my peat moss and compost yesterday ... during a thunderstorm ... was drenched with rain. My friend will be bringing the stock this evening as the rain has finally stopped. Will be putting my hands to the garden tomorrow as I can't today as I still have my chemo perfusion on me so things are in good timing and the earth will have had time to dry out a bit. Hey earthworms, Momma is coming:D:tup::cool:
 

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