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I feel alone, non-understood, powerless, burdensome, a 'mistake', problematic, 'talking-into-the-air', overtired, dumb, acting, not worth being here, not interested in being here, sick of the journey, sad, spent. And probably a host of other things but it hardly matters.
I feel weird, like I'm not attached. The world is giving me information, but I'm not processing it. Things seem like they are far away, but not really. Like they're coming from a cloud, but not really. Like the is an extra layer of something between the world and my brain, kind of like a heavy mist surrounding my head with my brain inside and someother part of my mind on the outside.
I am feeling so much better today. I reduced my anxiety meds and they are working fine. Thanks to my forum friends I got a huge hand up, with all of their encouragement and kindness.:D
Feeling discouraged, still having pain around stoma area and tummy ... have appt with oncologist and waiting for a call from the stomatherapist. Eurrrrrkkkkk hate being in pain :mad:
I am lonely but otherwise doing okay. I feel more hopeful after receiving some much needed support from my forum friends...and just in case I have never said it...I love you guys!! Cyber friends or not, I feel I am very fortunate to have your support, to have you be a part of my life, and to share the healing journey!!!
.........."With you, I am strong, my heart's good!":inlove:
Wishing all a day of peace and comfort,
Hugs,
Lion