What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I woke up shaky and took my anxiety meds and am feeling better. We will take it easy today, we had a busy day yesterday, so we will just veg around here today. I am feeling so much better. I will give myself the treatment today. :)

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Questions, questions, questions. Either no answers or I am afraid to look at the answers. Not sure which. Feeling so very lost and confused. Hate being in this place....AGAIN. I know it is all triggered by knowing my daughter will be leaving and I don't know when I will see her again. Need to find some balance, so tired of trying to stay upright and fighting the forces that are trying to pull me down. Need to try and focus on the moments here and now.

 

[Traumagirl]

• happy that I'm alive
• sad that my husband has cancer
• confused that I'm both happy and sad at the same time
• supported because I found this forum

 

[goingonhope]

Plugging along through a conglomeration of numerous life’s aspects, circumstances and needs and too keenly aware of the whole picture vs. smaller parts. I am feeling overwhelmed today!

I'm also feeling uptight with psychiatrist and restricted by the heat.

Fearful that pscyh. doesn't trust me after today and will either abruptly remove his services and help, or on a passing impulse continue forward now offering and providing inadequate help from here on out. I am fearful that his recent service has been too good to be true and that from here on, he is going to suddenly distrust me, turn and fail.

I'm fully aware that this is quite similar to what 2009-ER-Doc. did after my auto accident, as well as aware of just how inadequate: care, cognitive clarity-insight and broad professionalism is too commonly found in both the medical and psychiatric professions. I feel threatened and at risk when putting my trust in such people.

I am mildly triggered.

 

[Chincho]

I'm missing my T who is on vacation for two more weeks. I feel depression starting to raise it's head. I hate it that all ssri have so many side effects and I can't take any.

 

[Spiderallis]

Overwhelmed. I'd whimper for help, but I'm afraid I'd just get scolded for asking.

 

[Froggie]

((((PH)))) big cyber hugs, wish I could take some of your torment away.

 

[KP the nut]

Oh wow. How do I feel today? A rollercoaster of emotions covers it.

Right now, sorry but I am P*ssd (English version - slightly inebbriated).

Consultant dentist for most of the day - the appointment fro hell. H drove me from home at 9.30am and we arrived back at 2.45pm. :speechless::sick::cry:.

We had lunch. I had a nap and then I went to meet a friend who was back in the area for a visit. We had a wonderful catch up - I miss her so much. We drank wine and chatted as if we had never been apart.

I now feel alone, H has gone to bed. I feel - I don't know, but I don't like it.

 

[Let It Be]

Today, I am feeling both pain and anger over something that happened years ago.

I had asked the couple next door to pick me up at the hospital after having had knee surgery. When I called them to tell them I had been discharged, I waited and waited and they did not show up.

There is more to this story, but after last night, when I saw this neighbor lady at the store and she intentionally ignored me, I felt it inside. I had to take some anxiety meds to get calm.

It is like I'm still back there, and then I see how they intentionally made other choices before picking me up from the hospital. I can still remember how I felt, and then how this lady called an ambulance a few days after I got home from the hospital for herself.

I'm trying to see how this lady's behavior last night happened for a reason.

I need to make some decisions about what to do when I see her again.

 

[Desiresdestiny]

I'm super nervous and excited for tmrw... I start my new job!

 

[Froggie]

Best of luck on this new start in life Desiresdestiny :tup:

 

[LawPhotos]

Slightly relieved after seeing my psych doc today and feeling like she understood. Very validating.