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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

(((Srain))), (((Gizmo))), (((CC))), (((ITL))).

Thank you.

I have not left the house today, well apart from hanging washing out and whilst out there, playing with the dogs - why do dogs think that hanging washing out is fun, they always get excited when I empty the washing machine :laugh:.

I have had the day I needed. I didn't get out of bed until 1pm and then I have watched the Olympics. I am feeling better - calmer and more at peace.

(((HUGS)))
 
Cath, I have clean spare but it's across the Pond, you are always welcome!

((((((Nie)))))))) I deal with pain too, and like Lion, when it lifts so does the anxiety, irritation, and depression. I hope you find relief soon, it can be very draining especially if you aren't sleeping well.

I ran across some files detailing the fears I obviously have been carrying about my last ex and when he was stalking me. I must have had 10 copies of the divorce decree and a 2 inch stack of his letters and notes he had left on my car, stuffed in my mailbox, and slide under my door over the coarse of the first of month or so before I finally slide out of sight to a new place. He eventually found me and broke in one night while I was away, good fortune I had to take my dog with me because he threaten to take her in the divorce, idiot! As it was he made off with some personally important things and opened mail, leaving all the lights on and the window wide open, no prints.

It took 2 years to divorce someone that I had no joint property with, what a nightmare! Still, while separating out legal documents that I needed and those I didn't anymore I found myself getting upset not as much as before but it's been years, I tell myself. Today I feel better but I'll feel better once I get that stack of notes shredded to oblivion! Anxiety...
 
I am anxious and sleepy this morning. I also feel a little happy watching my young daughter watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. I love watching her act the songs out. But, my anxiety still hangs over everything like a cloud or a wet blanket. Hopefully it won't get too bad today.
 
I'm feeling sad today that there is nothing I can do more than I've already done, literally, to improve the situation with my one colleague. I would prefer peace and a good way of being around each other here at work.

On the first conference day we incidently met and I just had to smile naturally at him (because I do like him but I didn't want more) because I was actually happy to see him. Then he smiled too and it seemed genuine. I am very well aware of the "seemed". And today he approached me about something work-related but he approached me, i.e. he got active. Made me smile again and made me feel relieved. I never meant to hurt him, as said, I do like him even, but he never had a chance to find out. Maybe now we can start smoking the pipe of peace. I so hate hurting people I like and even more so see them hurt, and be hurting myself.
 

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