I'm about to get busy again today. Today has been fairly good. :tup: There has been mostly a several hrs., perhaps back to back, reprieve from various, co-occurring, frightening and discouraging symptoms which has me off and on, frequently quite ill.
This has me feeling somewhat energetic, hopeful and present today. And, I've noticed even has lifted some recent terrors of mine, of my life being over or just about near its end.
I wanted to write a bit here now, but I shouldn't as I have much to do and have been on the forum already too long now.
Well anyhow brief, I'm feeling cheerful, joyful, somewhat hopeful, somewhat anxious to be feeling fairly good, excited, moderately anxious for the moment and in some distress and concern from frequent (nerve pain I hope) all morning, in my left breast.
I'm hoping it's a perhaps harmless reoccurring nerve pain causing this, due to my alternative consideration and fear that perhaps I have breast cancer. I suspect, not something to fear, wish to think or to talk about, yet still a very real reoccurring fear.
So I guess, in even as good of day as this so far, I feel afraid, ...and it's likely simply fear too, because I am up-to-date on mammograms.
Again though, getting busy now and will embracing the good points and feelings in this day. :)