What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling alot better. I got out of here for a little while. I ran some errands. It feels good to get out of here.

 

[99Phoenix99]

I'm feeling proud of myself. I did a work out today that wasn't too strenuous but neither was it too easy. It was just right :)

 

[ms spock]

My stomach is in a state this morning. I did something quite provocative for me yesterday and I have to finish off this morning and then go to classes. It feels a lot right now. I feel a little miserable about it. I will do it but it feels hard right now.

 

[Loloma]

I am feeling out of sorts and have been out of it for a while. Feel like I've reached a cross roads in my life and not quite sure where to go.

Looking for a place to live, while is a feat on it's own as the rentals in this city are expensive. Lot of confusion in my head, haven't been on the forum much. Will have to sort it all out and just get on with it. At least my health is good and I'm thankful for that.

Huge :hug:'s to all that need it.

 

[Shellbell]

Big (((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) to all who need one today.

I feel very fragile, sad and scared about the future.

 

[Britt.f7]

Ambivalence

 

[goingonhope]

Sadness and mixed feelings after leaving an educ. parenting / family group tonight.

Disappointed earlier with myself for waking up irritable and angry when my requests and the boundaries which I'd set - regarding repetitive, intentionally obnoxious noises, weren't being taken seriously and I was being pushed to a most annoying level.

An earache keeps bothering me; balance is off; wobbly on my feet; just plain tired.

 

[kodiak]

Right this second I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that I am going to be like this the rest of my life. And wondering how I am ever going to have a relationship and who would want to be with me with all this crap.

Bubba i totally feel that way to sometimes but I try to stay positive and keep hope.

 

[Bubba]

Thank you Kodiak! I'm still having some problems today. Trying to be positive. I'm pretty angry about the fact that I have this horrible illness. I look at friends who have been through horrible things like date rape and they don't get PTSD. I had an "attempted" rape at age 7 and I get it. Then I get attacked (verbally and physically) by my ex-mother-in-law... but wasn't a horrible attack. It was more like what you see on Jerry Springer. Granted I ended up on the ground screaming uncontrollably - but gosh darn... why the hell can't I just get over it.

I know, I know... some people just develop it and some people don't. It doesn't matter what the trauma is - it only matters that it was a traumatic event and that's just how you responded to it.

It just doesn't seem fair. And I look at the potential of being with someone - and I think there is no way anyone would want to be with me. 3 failed marriages and now this... I think I'm a fairly normal person - but I keep thinking all they are going to see is a "crazy" sign stamped on my forehead. Ughhh.... life is so unfair.

Thanks for letting me vent guys... I think I just need to let some of this out. In the healing process before, I never went thru the angry/grief stage - maybe those are just now hitting me...

 

[ms spock]

I realised today that there are three things in my life which I can't do and that is tough. But the insight is good and I need to change my strategy and approach to these three situations. It means major changes in myself.

I didn't make it to classes as I have been so sick in my stomach. I will go shortly and finish off my task for today. I have misplaced my usb and my project. It hasn't been such a successful day. I have some decisions to make. There are more changes in my life needed.

Feeling abit low.

 

[Traumagirl]

I am feeling uncertain today. Will it be a good day? I feel ok at the moment. Maybe it will be good.

((((((((((((((((((HUGS for anyone who needs them)))))))))))))))))))

 

[Privateer]

Frustration, boredom.