Feeling absolutely terrified. My doc prescribed me some sleeping meds. They are a bit of a help, I got 5 hours of sleep, but they also caused my blood pressure to drop, which was not a nice thing at all. Also, I been having SI fantasies when I wake up, which creeps me out, especially when they start to look like a good option!
I have to get my self together for work this afternoon, which I suppose I will manage because I have too. Unfortunately I had a complaint made against me yesterday - we were both in the wrong, but I was to tired to stand up for myself so she "won". Which means that I loose work hours, and therefore money. Just more crap to have to deal with when I am really, really unwell.
Wish I could afford a holiday!